Tis’ true.

saraplainandtall:

profashional:(via almosthalfway)

This is what I really need to work on. I am often too critical of Phil, for no good reason. 

“Here is a fact: Whatever critical thing that you are about to say to your wife is already being loudly articulated in her head. And if it’s true, she already feels like crap about it. Assuming you married someone intelligent enough to like you and sane enough to let you put a ring on it, trust that they are self-aware enough to know when they screwed up. It may feel good to you in that moment to say the critical thing, let it go ringing through the air in all its sonorous correctness, but it will feel awful to hear it. The only, only way it’s beneficial to give your wife criticism of any kind is if you’re absolutely positive she is completely unaware. And you better find the nicest, kindest way possible to tell her. And even then, good luck convincing her.”

melindasuemissadventures:

booksandstories:

Rumpus in peace, Maurice

last one :-)

Heard a great story on NPR yesterday about Maurice Sendak. His stories will be told forever.

melindasuemissadventures:

booksandstories:

Rumpus in peace, Maurice


last one :-)

Heard a great story on NPR yesterday about Maurice Sendak. His stories will be told forever.

Hello again, sweet Tumblr world! It’s been awhile since my last post, so I figured an update was in order.

A LOT is going on right now. A few weeks ago I got back from my trip to Hippocrates Health Institute. It was absolutely fantastic! I learned so much about nutrition, the mind-body connection and most importantly, about myself (they don’t call it the ‘Life Transformation Program for nothing). It’s set me on a course for health and happiness in every aspect of my life. So right now, I’m taking what they taught me and implementing it. “It” will be defined more in depth in a later post (or possibly in a completely different website) at some point in the future. The basic gist is that I’m now completely raw, vegan and sugar-free. My diet consists mostly of wheatgrass, sunflower and pea sprouts, sprouted beans, nuts, seeds and grains and lots of stevia for my ever-present sweet tooth. Now I know what you’re thinking: but where is she getting her _______ (enter vitamin, nutrient, mineral here)? Don’t worry! It’s all covered in my diet in huge, heaping amounts. I have so many cancer fighting, cell building, deliciousness running through my veins, my body is literally vibrating. SO…MUCH…ENERGY!!!

Now the question is…what am I going to do with all this new found energy?! Well, I’m thinking I might as well become an Integrative Nutrition Health Coach and Raw Food Chef. With a couple certificates under my belt, I’ll be ready to spread the good word of health and vitality to whomever should want/need to hear it. So there’s that.

In other news, Tyler was hired on permanently at Amazon, so we’re looking for places around Seattle proper. If anyone hears of any awesome homes for rent, let me know!

In other, other news, Jayne is now drooling in her sleep. 

I’ll end it with a nice quote I found today:

“Do what you feel in your heart to be right, for you’ll be criticized anyway.”

-Eleanor Roosevelt

Hey everyone! I wanted to give you a quick update on my happenings. I’ll be leaving at 10PM tonight to fly to West Palm Beach, Florida where the Hippocrates Health Institute is located. I’m staying there for three weeks to go through their ‘Life Transformation’ Program, which will teach me how to incorporate a vegan/raw diet, among other things, into my life at home. I’ll also go through alternative, natural treatments that I’ll go over in more detail once I get to the institute.  

Thank you to everyone who has supported me through this journey. I’m hoping it’s close to being over, so that I can start a new one.

Sun, sun, sun, here I come!

gdolboys:

occupyallstreets:

Obama And ISP’s To Launch Largest Digital Spying Scheme In History (Must Read)
If you download potentially copyrighted software, videos or music, your Internet service provider (ISP) has been watching, and they’re coming for you.
Specifically, they’re coming for you on Thursday, July 12.
That’s the date when the nation’s largest ISPs will all voluntarily implement a new anti-piracy plan that will engage network operators in the largest digital spying scheme in history, and see some users’ bandwidth completely cut off until they sign an agreement saying they will not download copyrighted materials.
Word of the start date has been largely kept secret since ISPs announced their plans last June. The deal was brokered by the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) and the Motion Picture Association of America (MPAA), and coordinated by the Obama Administration. The same groups have weighed in heavily on controversial Internet policies around the world, with similar facilitation by the Obama’s Administration’s State Department.
The July 12 date was revealed by the RIAA’s CEO and top lobbyist, Cary Sherman, during a publishers’ conference on Wednesday in New York, according to technology publication CNet.
The content industries calls this scheme a “graduated response” plan, which will see 
-Time Warner Cable
-Cablevision
-Comcast
-Verizon
-AT&T 
and others spying on users’ Internet activities and watching for potential copyright infringement. Users who are “caught” infringing on a creator’s protected work can then be interrupted with a notice that piracy is forbidden by law and carries penalties of up to $150,000 per infringement, requiring the user to click through saying they understand the consequences before bandwidth is restored, and they could still be subject to copyright infringement lawsuits.
Read More
Response: This is much worse than SOPA/PIPA and ACTA. It doesn’t necessarily censor the internet but it spys on everything you do. Your ENTIRE web history will be watched and recorded and might even assist the government. This was coordinated by Obama and his administration with the help of the MPAA and RIAA. 
What is so dangerous about this is that this is not a law it is a policy adopted by several companies. That means this will not be debated in Congress and you will agree to be spied on by signing a contract with the company.
Internet censorship is becoming a reality and now the corporate elite will legally be able to spy on you. If we spread this and cause an uproar like what we did with SOPA, maybe they will back down. Either way people NEED to know about this.

Kiss freedom goodbye, Oceania America.

Not cool man…not cool.

gdolboys:

occupyallstreets:

Obama And ISP’s To Launch Largest Digital Spying Scheme In History (Must Read)

If you download potentially copyrighted software, videos or music, your Internet service provider (ISP) has been watching, and they’re coming for you.

Specifically, they’re coming for you on Thursday, July 12.

That’s the date when the nation’s largest ISPs will all voluntarily implement a new anti-piracy plan that will engage network operators in the largest digital spying scheme in history, and see some users’ bandwidth completely cut off until they sign an agreement saying they will not download copyrighted materials.

Word of the start date has been largely kept secret since ISPs announced their plans last June. The deal was brokered by the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) and the Motion Picture Association of America (MPAA), and coordinated by the Obama Administration. The same groups have weighed in heavily on controversial Internet policies around the world, with similar facilitation by the Obama’s Administration’s State Department.

The July 12 date was revealed by the RIAA’s CEO and top lobbyist, Cary Sherman, during a publishers’ conference on Wednesday in New York, according to technology publication CNet.

The content industries calls this scheme a “graduated response” plan, which will see

-Time Warner Cable

-Cablevision

-Comcast

-Verizon

-AT&T

and others spying on users’ Internet activities and watching for potential copyright infringement. Users who are “caught” infringing on a creator’s protected work can then be interrupted with a notice that piracy is forbidden by law and carries penalties of up to $150,000 per infringement, requiring the user to click through saying they understand the consequences before bandwidth is restored, and they could still be subject to copyright infringement lawsuits.

Read More

Response: This is much worse than SOPA/PIPA and ACTA. It doesn’t necessarily censor the internet but it spys on everything you do. Your ENTIRE web history will be watched and recorded and might even assist the government. This was coordinated by Obama and his administration with the help of the MPAA and RIAA.

What is so dangerous about this is that this is not a law it is a policy adopted by several companiesThat means this will not be debated in Congress and you will agree to be spied on by signing a contract with the company.

Internet censorship is becoming a reality and now the corporate elite will legally be able to spy on you. If we spread this and cause an uproar like what we did with SOPA, maybe they will back down. Either way people NEED to know about this.

Kiss freedom goodbye, Oceania America.

Not cool man…not cool.

I Get By With A Little Help From My Friendly Health Institute

A lot of things are happening here lately, fellow tumblrs. In my post yesterday, I mentioned my interest in going to the Hippocrates Health Institute to take my nutrition-based, holistic cancer treatment to the next level. Well, I’ve contacted a program consultant and in the next month or so, I’ll be heading down to West Palm Beach, FL to get juiced by the top raw food, holistic know-it-alls in the country, if not the world. Many, many cancer patients before me have gone there to heal and learn this new way of life, and I could not be more excited to take that leap. Fingers and toes crossed everyone!

I’m on day 1 1/2 of my juice/smoothie detox. This is what my life consists of right now:

That would be water, tea, and my morning smoothie all on the backdrop of my new yoga mat. Now I just need to get a meditation pillow to make my healthy circle complete. Mwahahahahahahaha.

On a completely side topic…

Through my searching (soul and otherwise), I’ve come across A LOT of really amazing people, places and things. I thought I’d take the time today, right now in fact, to share a few of these resources with you. I’ll be doing this in installments, since I don’t want to overwhelm you with how incredibly knowledgeable (and modest) I am, so make sure to check back to see what else I’ve added.

On a side note, I know I’m not the only person out there trying to get healthy. I also know it takes an incredible amount of research (and will power) to find and implement a healthy lifestyle that feels right. Just since I’ve started this blog, I’ve been on a roller coaster ride of different treatments, diets and emotions, and, let me tell ya, it’s not easy. I want anyone reading this to know, if you’re looking for help or just a little motivation, I’m here for you as a somewhat competent, non-judgmental guide. That being said, take a peak into my world over the last two and a half years and, hopefully, you’ll find something interesting (please note, anything underlined is a link to an outside website; clink on said link to find out more info about the subject matter) :

What Started It All-

FOOD MATTERS
Before I even knew I had cancer, before I even realized to what magnitude I would need the information I was about to learn, I stumbled (quite literally) onto a website that changed my life. More specifically, I found a documentary called ‘Food Matters’. At this point, I was 24 years old, had just graduated from college and was living in Orlando, FL with a lot of time on my hands. After watching the movie for the first time, I was shocked and intrigued by what I had learned. FM (Food Matters) is a documentary on, you guessed it, food and why it matters. Before watching FM I knew nothing about nutrition or what degree food affected my health. In fact, I was eating mostly processed and packaged “food”, never touching raw, leafy greens (kale? wha?) except for the very occasional iceberg lettuce salad drenched in calorie-rich, sugar-laden salad dressing. This was a major wake up call. Immediately after watching it the first time, I watched it again. And then I invited my health nut friend, Cynthia, over to watch it with me. Then my roommate. Then I called my mom and made her watch. I wanted everyone I knew to know what I knew. They don’t teach this stuff in school, and not just high school, but medical school. Nutrition is anoptional elective for medical students. They don’t even have to take it! Mind=blown. Sooooo, I started changing a few things here and there. They say never dive straight into a major lifestyle change (they call it leaning in), so I started with actually cooking whole foods instead of microwaving pre-made meals. I also bought a cheap blender and made a fruit smoothie for breakfast most mornings. Certainly not enough but a good start. Eventually, I moved back home, found out I had cancer and realized I had much more to learn.

Wow, I really went off on a tangent there. Sorry about that. What was my main point? Oh right, basically that if you want your mind blown, WATCH FOOD MATTERS. For that matter, watch any and/or all of the recent food documentaries that have come out in the last several years. Here’s a list:

Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead

Forks Over Knives

Hungry For Change (by the same folks who brought you Food Matters, you can view this FO FREE March 21st-March 31st online by visiting their website and signing up. I did it and so should you!)

Food, Inc.

Super Size Me

Here’s a webpage with the top 10 documentaries on food (in their opinion, of course):

http://lettuceeatkale.com/2010/10-top-documentary-food-films/

Each of these movies are extremely informative and motivational in their own way. There are a lot that I still haven’t seen, so if anyone wants to have a food documentary marathon just say the word and I’m there. Also, I own Food Matters, so let me know if you want to borrow it or have a viewing with family and friends.

For My Fellow Cancer Fighters-

I’ve gone back and forth between western and eastern medicine. I’ve been to western hospitals, a western/eastern health center and am now venturing to a strictly eastern/holistic institute. I know it’s scary to delve into the alternative medicine world, especially when you’ve given up on western medicine, BUT (and that’s a big but) if you do your research and open your mind, you will find that there is a huge community out there to support you. Honestly, it doesn’t matter what road you go down, or how old you are, or what type of dis-ease you’ve got; there is always someone else out there who feels your pain and is looking for someone else who understands. If there is any advise I can give you on this matter it’s: Google it. Or, better yet, go to your local library (shot out to my sister and favorite librarian, Destinee) and ask for some help finding resources. Believe me, it’s worth it. I’m a pretty solitary person at this point in my life and cancer journey, but I wouldn’t be where I am without my family, friends and the many other people I’ve reached out to, and I’m finding that it really helps to get out of my comfort zone and find a community of people to talk to. If you don’t want a community, find one person, just one person outside of your normal group of people who you can talk at. I say talk at because when I need to vent or scream or go into full self-pity mode, the last thing that I want is to feel like I just emotionally vomited all over someone who has no idea how to handle it. A) it’s no fair to them B) it’s not fair to you. Personally, I’ve been going to an amazing craniosacral massage therapist, William Wittmann, who also helps me talk through my problems. Massage + therapy = a happier, healthier Kiera. For anyone in the Seattle area, I would highly recommend giving William a visit. I always leave his office feeling a million times better than when I walked in (even when I’m having a good day). Another tangent…man I’m on a role.

Alternative Treatments-

Through documentaries, books, websites and word of mouth, I’ve come across quite a few different treatments that have interested me. I won’ go into a long story, so here’s just a list:

Gerson Therapy- This has always been and will always be the therapy I’ll use when the going gets tough. I’ll admit it, I’m not badass enough to do this therapy at the present time. It is INTENSE, but in my mind, probably the fastest, most effective and healthy alternative treatment out there. If you have anything, from terminal cancer to MS, Gerson Therapy is something I would check out.

Hippocrates Health Institute- I’ve already talked a little bit about HHI, but, since I’m actually signing up for it, I thought I’d mention it here. HHI is very similar to Gerson Therapy, focusing on nutrition, detoxing and overall health; however, HHI is less expensive.

Burzynski Clinic- Like Gerson Therapy, Dr. Burzynski’s clinic is intensive and expensive, but you can’t argue with the results. Dr. B gets it done when it comes to treating, and many times, curing cancer.

Cancer Treatment Centers of America- Last year, I tried out CTCA down in Goodyear, AZ and was pleasantly surprised by their staff and medical team, who were incredibly friendly and kind. Their hospitals (although I don’t like calling them that since the one I went to was much nicer than any hospital I’ve ever visited) are a mix of western and eastern medicine. On your way to chemo, you can stop by their juice bar, pick up your morning veggie-packed smoothie, head to a Reiki or Acupuncture treatment or sit with a group of fellow cancer patients practicing laughter therapy. Did I mention that they only hire non-smokers in an effort to keep the environment healthy for all their patients? Amazing! Although it didn’t work out for me due to my specific condition, I would definitely recommend this center to anyone asking.

Side note: There are a ton of treatments out there you can do on your own, but from my own experience, it’s worth spending the money, going to a treatment center and learning how to do it from a professional.

That’s all I have for you today; my brain is sucked dry. In my next installment (I feel a little silly calling them that) I think I’ll talk about books, diets and what I know about food. I might throw a little yoga in there too.

Have a great day!

Crazy, Sexy Juicing…Part 2

Hey everyguys! So I’ve decided to go on a one month juice/smoothie detox to kick my immune system back into high gear. After taking a few months off of seeing my endocrinologist, I decided it was time to have a little chat with her about the big C. After a little poking and prodding, she has finally convinced me to go see a specialist at the Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. Apparently, my neck “feels fuller” so it’s time to get another ultrasound to check things out. It’s never fun to get back into those flimsy patient gowns; in fact, it feels like a step backwards after everything I’ve done to stay healthy. That being said, I have no other option but to stay strong, and in order to do that I’ll need to be as healthy as possible. Tomorrow I will start the detox, which means today is preparation day. I’ve planted my wheatgrass, picked up my barrel full of organic produce and just ordered Kris Carr’s new e-book, Crazy Sexy Juices and Succulent Smoothies to help keep me going over the next month and beyond. If anyone is interested in incorporating juicing or smootie-ing into their diet, click on the big ‘Get Juiced’ heart below. Kris Carr has an amazing community online and throughout all of her books, that I would recommend to anyone trying to get healthy.

For the next month I’ll be fully focused on operation ‘Kick Cancer’s Ass’. To help clear all the toxins out of my crazy, sexy body, I’ve started hot yoga back up at the Burien Bikram yoga studio. It is insane how much I sweat in that class…we’re talking puddles. Gross, but seriously awesome. My little sister, Tristen, has started taking classes too, which is great, because I love having a workout buddy. After just a few classes, we’re both feeling the benefits of a regular yoga practice.

A special big, big thank you to my childhood friend, Breanna Naccarato, who has gotten all the way to the finals of Western Union World of Betters Team’s contest to win $1000 to help me beat cancer. If we win, I hope to use that money to go to the Hippocrates Health Institue to learn how to heal myself through nutrition, exercise and meditation. It would be a three week trip and definitely the best and biggest step I will have taken to a holistic, healthy life. I’m super excited!

Thank you, everyone, for your continuing support. It’s possible, after I come back from the institute, I’ll have to put on another, probably smaller, fundraiser. This would, most likely, only be the case if I have to get another surgery, cause that ish is expensive! Here’s hoping it doesn’t come to that!

Well, have a great day everyone!

And I’m back…again. Let’s be honest, I’m terrible at updating this thing right now. I was going to promise posting more often, but I’m not sure I can back that up. For now, my posts will, most likely, just be random ish that interests me. For instance, my last post about kids not knowing who Paul freaking McCartney is?! It’s one thing to not read to your children, but to let your kids grow up without listening to The Beatles is just outright abusive. I think I’m getting a little hysterical, so let’s move on.

As of last week, Tyler and I officially moved into our new place, all thanks to the Petersons. Steve and Dylan put in a tremendous amount of work over the last 2 months remodeling this place and for that we are so very thankful. The Cabin, as I am now calling it, is pretty sweet too. We have a fireplace, gorgeous french doors that open up to the back yard and my own dresser, so that I don’t have to live out of my suitcase anymore! There is nothing better than settling in after six weeks of wearing the same five outfits.

That being said, man do I miss living in Seattle. It’s been about six weeks now and I’ve been in the city a total of two times since we’ve moved. Boo-urns. My excuse makes it totally worth it, though, since it’s an adorable, sweet, little 4-month old puppy we like to call Baby Jayne.

Yeah, I know, she’s retarded cute. And I just can’t get enough of here, which is why I am rarely seen not cuddling with here on the couch. In fact, that’s what we’re doing right now and it’s amazing. I haven’t started charging yet for friends and family to come hang out with her, so if you’re interested, our doors are always open.

Anyway, I’m trying very hard not to become one of those gross puppy moms who are only able to talk about their adorable puppies. Besides, why talk about puppies, when we can talk about cancer!?

Some would say that no news is good news. So I’m hoping that when I tell you not much has changed with the whole cancer thing you won’t roll your eyes and say ‘I told you so’. I’m still taking Protocel and waiting for results. For those of you who don’t remember, I’m giving it six months and, if I haven’t see or felt a change, I’m coming up with a new plan. It’s been almost three months now. I have to admit, it’s getting more and more nerve racking as the days go on, but nothing beats not getting my neck cut open again, so here we are.

I’m feeling relatively healthy, though. In a way it’s funny, because one minute I’m going about my “normal” life planning for the next 5k, training my puppy, thinking about getting a job again, almost forgetting I even have cancer. And the next, I’m touching my neck absentmindedly, feeling the lumps and remembering this healthy thing might only last for awhile if I don’t figure out what’s going to make these tumors go away. I guess having cancer isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.

Blah, blah, blah. Cancer, cancer, cancer. How can anyone be depressed when they have a twitchy, tiny puppy sleeping next to them? And, as my dear friend, Gloria Gaynor would say, ‘I will survive, I will survive, hey, hey’. So there.

More importantly, can I get a little AMEN, Al Green style, for Gregoire signing gay marriage into law today! I think NPH, and his gay unicorn, would approve.

Well, that’s it for now. Have a fantastic V-day everyone!

This is depressing.

The classy way to get drunk…

The classy way to get drunk…